note big difference is below uppercase B is closed for similar font request(like standard font "B"), not like this "ß"(for this font)
i'm searching for similar of this font(note again below uppercase B is closed not like sharp S)

Handwritten theme :
http://www.dafont.com/theme.php?cat=603&text=Pea+Beth+test...&fpp=100

No clue what you are talking about. Try to write with proper punctuation. Put capitals where they belong, periods where they belong, spaces where they belong.
As you do now it is like writing with black ink on black paper.

thanks but im searching only the similars

yeah, but there are so many handwritten fonts that you'll have to find by yourself which one is the most similar to this crappy Pea Beth.

Where is it available ?

Menhir, there are three Bea Beth variations. The normal, the C and the R. All three from Fontsforpeas.